This past weekend was so fun. We spent the long weekend with our friend Oonagh. She is a fabulous friend and one of the few people I consider to be as insane as I am.
The whole weekend was planned around drinking wine and hanging out on the patio listening to music and chatting. Come to find out Oonagh quit smoking! One less person to smoke with... I can't believe how I am surrounded by quitters!!!
I woke up yesterday, the first day back to the daily grind and literally had a hard time catching a breath. My sinuses were all jacked up and I just felt poisoned. SO here I am again at the place I have been so many times realizing that the clock keeps ticking and I am the last one to quit. We have made such a strong commitment to eating clean and so far have done really well. It only makes sense that this would be next for me. It is such a gross habit but oh how I love a ciggie and a good glass of wine. But the reality is that I am 35 and really at the age where I will either quit or it will start to get ugly.
Therefore I am declaring (once again) that I shall quit smoking. I didn't smoke yesterday so today would be day two. This will get ugly so send Benny your prayers and frequent flyer miles....
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